I would like to welcome you to my life.

So, heres the current happs. haha I love that word. So anyway, Brittany and Jackie moved yesterday/today to GodFuckingFarAwayNowhere, and I'm pretty upset. Like I almost started crying in Spanish today, yea I fucking love those two like they don't even know. Things with Trevor and I are, one could say, on the rocks. I talked to Jennifer today more than i have like total in the past two weeks and that was huge 20 mins, with her Trevor right there. Dre, possibly the greastest kid I have ever met, is having a wayyyyy rough time and I don't know what to do cause it's so bad he won't even tell me what happened and he pretty much tells me everything, so needless to say I'm worried. My favorite red pants have a huge hole near the crotch. My new birth control gives me migranes like you wouldn't believe. And I'm sure there is more i could add to that list but I think I'm gonna stop. On a a much happier note, I'm now frequently flirting with David, not that it's ever gonna go anywhere but I live to flirt so it's fun. Ashley and I are spending tons of time together, which is pretty great cause I love love love that girl. I might party with Ash Martin this weekend. I prolly will go to Chudz this weekend. And many other happy things. Still though, I hate change on this scale.

The world burns bright with the smell of an apple blossom[:

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To say the least, TODAY WAS FUCKING AMAZING. I don't just mean like the "day", but like since roughly 1 this morning. Why?

The short version:
1. got my best friend back baby
2. took the 2 easiest finals ever
3. have tons classes with most of my loves
4. i could actually eat lunch
5. i still have bio with ash martin
6. trevor looked pretty damn atractive
7. trevor took me home
8. trevor told his girl he's not over me
9. trevor told me he probably will break up with megan for me

If you count every little detail, that list would be 8 miles long. Over the last few weeks I have really figured out the people that I honestly need, and the ones I don't. I really think 2009 is my year loves. Gahh I hate saying what I think, but it's chill cause I have to.

:D!

i don't think i want another best friend ever again, to be quite honest.

i really cant believe her. like really, she's suppose to be my best friend. well she's not, and it's really stupid that something that could have been so small of an issue got hidden, and now just exploded in my face. like i don't even care that she did it, it's the fact that she didn't tell me and didn't plan on telling me. AND she told trevor fucking goodin, who she thinks of as more of a friend anyway, but lies through her fucking teeth telling him she loves him more than anything. but he knows, whats worse is i found out from him, while making myself look like an ass because i trusted her to tell me everything. she said she did, but she didn't. fuck this shit, best friend is just a stupid title you give to the person who can hurt you the most, and she did. good job jennifer fucking kunklbitch, you filled the position great.